Home, and How it Feels

by New Vision

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released October 18, 2016

Recorded by Alex Carter and Evan Vaughn
Produced by New Vision
Mixed and Mastered by Alex Carter
Artwork by Luke Cadena

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New Vision Piedmont, Oklahoma

Sam Allen: Bass/Vocals
Luke Cadena: Guitars/Vocals
Evan Vaughn: Guitars
Zach Roberts: Drums

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Track Name: Greener
"Open wide," she said
So I can see into your sense of self
Crawl into my chest
Stay just long enough for me to notice that ember in your eye

You say you're hurting too, you don't have the fucking right
Chew me up, spit me out, kiss my neck, scratch my itch
I want no part of you, I only want the part of me you took
It's spring now, and as the grass gets greener, so do I
Track Name: Lap in Molasses
(Insert Dad Solo/Riffs)
Track Name: Carl Wheezer: Llama Enthusiast
I'm drowning in my swimming pool with a bullet in my spine
Trying to drain my mind
A lethal dose of Duloxetine to erase the space in time
When I was fine
I could go to the movies without thinking of you and me
Our thoughts shared evenly
That's as fake as I am real.

You can't say it's my fault
When there won't be a next time
We both set our faults

I found the pictures of us at the Winter Formal
Your dress green and gold
Got a bow tie to match the tone
Got my suit sewn
I guess those memories are as good as gone
Even talking to you just feels so wrong
You're as pointless as the words in this song.

You can't say it's my fault
When there won't be a next time
We both set our faults
On a fine line
x2

I said that I'd wait
Try to recreate
We both know now
That when we bend we break.
Track Name: TOD HANY
Gets back to you
What we used to do
Haunts me and you
The water is still
Rolling down the hill
Watching rain drops crash like your car on the highway
The grass is giving me a rash
Down my neck and back.
Track Name: Home
If everything good dies young, I should have died ten years ago
Before I hooked my fingers into the dirt, now I'm afraid I'll never shake loose
I've become accustomed to waking up, and time alone
Feelings travel down the lines, stair-step their way to me

Watch me stumble
As I find my place
Self-loathing gnaws on me
Watch me grow old
Stale life breathes down my neck

If everything were bad, I would have left ten years ago
Before I rooted myself in Piedmont, now I'm afraid I'll never shake loose
This up-in-arms, combatant state I'm always in
Will someday numb me out completely
But for now I'll stay upset

This chip on my shoulder
Has balanced my crooked back

If everything were different, and I were ten years younger
All of my time would be spent hunkering in corners
How lost I feel has less to do with me
And more to do with growing older
Track Name: Kyleigh's Lost Dog
Lately I've been distant
And I'm sorry for that
But I can't seem to get this off my mind
You never get mad, you always back down

So fuck you
Get out of my life
Don't talk to me anymore
Or text me late at night
It's not alright
Not alright
Don't say it's alright

You can't be running away to your safe havens
Coming up with selfish solutions
And I can't be holding on to you anymore

Lately you won't listen
Maybe that's on me
Looking at pictures reminiscing
I should try harder but I don't care enough

I spent countless months and endless nights
Trying to get you off my mind
Despite my pointless thoughts
All the useless shit we bought
You'll burn out in flames

You can't be running away to your safe havens
Coming up with selfish solutions
And I can't be holding on to you anymore